December 16, 2012

  • creative energy

    i haven't been working out and my imagination and ideas and memories and hopes run-amuk (sp? wtf?)

     

    like me wanting to do a music video that has something to do about some god or legend that makes them stronger no matter what happens and to explore what might happen when starting their 2 years.

    it has to do w/ the korean men going to the military & relationships, loyalty, friendship, learning, life, getting stronger, making decisions..

    cuz it's hard here. the guys either break up w/ gfs before the relationship or stay with them. some might cheat, some might not. also, for those two years lost, i wanna talk about what they probably learned or write about what they can do to easy back into life cuz they don't have much contact with the world with those years & also the whole missing-2-years-of-my-life-probably-didn't-learn-how-to-be-a-good-boyfriend or whatever cuz of sausage fest, stress, military. =P ... it's not even their choice to go or not to go. they are bound by birth. they can choose when to go or when not to go. and even if they opt for the non-soldier thing where they just dress up in uniform and help out here and there, that's like almost 3 years of their life (it's longer)!! o_O;;

    just fun thoughts to explore. i wouldn't know what it's really like. just wanna create what's in my head what I think should happen :P

     

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