February 14, 2013

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    Your approval gets me going,
    I want your attention

    Nothing but acknowlegement,
    I might need you more than you me

    I am how i am,
    Yet i say i can change

    Though the hill looks too high,
    The fruit not as plentiful

    Until i can get over these hills,
    I can't be what you and i thought i could be

    .....
    I want something more! But i don't deserve it :( ~ i'm busy lazying around and staying in my comfort zone; hopefully friends can help me--- im hoping to study after work nowadays. I get distracted at home. Sounds like a pattern